A Dream of Sacrifice Aug1

this dream is starting from a way to bush, and that bush is having a party something. when i reach there, i buy a ticket from a counter and then don know y she say that if u buy a expensive 1 u will hav ur lunch and dinner later, in dream i don know y that i don want to buy it just past by into the bush, in there suddenly i know a girl,after that de dream has change into another dream di. the next dream is something i like a girl that she already hav her bf but they has seperated, and this dream is in a shopping centre, and we(about 7-10 person) are going to make a party of eating, everybosy is thinking to buy something to put on de party, and that girl i like make some mistake on buying wrong item that others wants, she get scold by other and just sit aside, after that i suddenly don know y i go into a toilet and inside got a birdnest or what and it ask me to drink it after i drink it i walk out of the toilet and heard that people say something about already put something into the birdnest soup. after that i just walk back to that girl i like, after that, de dream change into a view of watching drama at a hall, that girl's ex-bf has missing and after a several second he appear with some monster is something like a hydra by sucking him into it, that girl look very sad because of it and i just decide to help him(girl's bf') by pulling a ugly hydra and it appear its eye and ask who did that, weird right, and i and a dream friend just discuss to exchange him with me to hydra so that girl wont be that sad, and that dream just end here, wish to continue but doesnt work, a weird dream. and 1 thing, this shapping mall is a dream of mine from 15 years old is a same view. thats all i tell.

Judo's training process

haha, today i got into pair with a pretty young girl, haha. just thinking is the 1st time i am so lucky, but anyway it was a happy thing to have it. i feel like i'm so ham sup, haha. but i don think all those suff , she is a kind girl thats y i'm so close to her, even though all de skil we training is like close stuff, erm, just close, hope that time my cloth doesnt smelly. haha. if not i give her a bad look, next time wouldnt hav that chance anymore. oh ya, her name is chelsea, only below 15years old, thats y i say no thinking dirty, erm, i think thats all i need to say.

A dream of July 30

its been a nice dream for me, i having a dream is about my friends yen sern, kin, zihui and a waitress of a bar. we been having a drink and chatting all around. Also, my attention are always change to zi hui, i don know y. maybe because of yesterday before i slept, i was looking at her blog's photo gua. hehe. i think in this dream, these all friends are my close friend but sometimes they are so busy to work and study, the only one who left behind is me. i wont angry, but just abit unhappy to feel that i cant chat with them all de time.

Second Last Of July Morning

Its been a hard morning for me to wake up at 6am so that to prove it to my mum that i can wake up early but that doesnt happen. the alarm is set but has been ignore by my tireness. So i wake up at 9am now. i hope slowly it will change it to more early to wake up.

July 29 Morning

This morning i was so mad about my mum, she sudddenly shout at me to wake me up from 7am, this is so irritating, because i just having a good dream, and she just tell me to wake up and help her up. everyday she also didnt do that before, don know y today like become another person di. what i do is just keep sleeping and try to get another good dream but she just keep shout shout shout, keep cutting all de good things i wan to hav(dream).

July 28 A Freezing Night

nothing happen on de day time but starting 6pm, i got my judo training, today's training was so not fun, not many people is there, and so no leng lui coming also, because before de judo training there is some pretty come for practice some self defence stuff. but today they didnt appear. lucky i didnt go there early, because i always be a human sand bag and let them throw here and there. just joking, not throw that much just slam me down. its been de half year waiting for my permenant residen visa, it still like no sound back from de goverment. It don hav a time for me to know when is the visa coming, just like wood waiting for the day to die, is so boring. after come back from de judo training, i was so hungry but only sausages for me to eat, this make my mood into hungry. after i got my dinner, i just take my bath and then jump up to my bed and write this blog with my laptop after being a chat with zi hui. i think thats today's. good night.

July 27 a rainny day

Today i been wake up at 9am so that i can make it in time to community centre to watch judo competition, i take off at 9.30am, when i reach there, i found out that under 13player is already finish there competing, and i thought that de competition is finish, but after i meet my club member only know that just in de process. acuatly i come to this competing is to see wether can find a partner for my self or not, what a dreamming, but it doesnt work. but this doesnt makes me feel disapointed, because at there, i found some pretty girl and hav a photo with them. during de competing, i saw alot birds laying their wings and stand at de roof of community, making a sound like having a big ice rain, but after hat it really hav a iced rain. in oanother way, our club gain 3 gold and 1 silver medal in this competing, and i also learn many skill from this competing. after de end presentaion, we take all de map that use during de competition and also some chairs. after that i borrow a ball from a person i don know, and i play with some kids, its been a long time didnt play basketball, it makes me a bit excited even thought is playing with kids. about half an hour has past, i went into a dancing room in de community, because our club has making a BBQ there, so i just pop in to get some eat, and there i got some photo from them too. and sometimes i follow micheal and keane to go to a racing track beside de community. firstly they chat about all de dirty stuff, makes me abit shy shy. i'm so weirdo. even though they are only 13 years old, they don fell shy about talking all those stuff. after that, about 4.30pm i decided to go back home, in de middle of going home, de weather is so cold, it makes me feel like my hand is freezing into ice or something. after i reach home, i just having a hot bath and jump up my electric blanket bed and hav a new dream on.